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Bulkraws is here , simply a introduction about myself lol
Crazy fun of roids and supplement lol
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hey guys. I had a crash from topical anti-androgen RU58841 on June 2nd. Took it just one time April 24th 1ml 50mg. Noticed sexual sides within 5 hours of using with a lady friend so dropped it.
Took about 18 days for my libido to return full force and it came back with a vengeance. I had higher energy, erections than even before. I did dabble a bit with some drugs during this 2-4 weeks period (lsd once, modafinil twice, phenibut 2-3 times a week, GHB once). besides this, was living very healthy organic diet, gym, plenty of sleep. I also just started a new job though which was stressful though.
the last 2 weeks before I crashed were on/off symptoms until I crashed. The night I crashed I had a girl over and I was going to enter her, got a hard erection then got a pain in my head and my dick went flaccid after 10 pumps. never happened before.
seems like some weird type of pfs. doctors mostly write me off as 'in my head' and attribute it to LSD but don't think LSD can make a dude impotent lol and I've used it twice before with no problems and no signs of mental illness in my family.
anyways my symptoms are very similar to CDNUTS 'strange head pressure like something isn't getting oxygen or isn't there, low libido, trouble with erections, anxiety/panic attacks, insomnia, depression, anhedonia, facecial changes, muscle loss, more skinny fat. when i first crashed I also had testicle pain, headaches, convulsions, couldn't speak for a bit. off the top of my head.
attached are my bloods if you guys have insight. main things that pop out high cortisol, low LH/FSH, low free T, high DHT, highest estradiol. Note these are Canadian metrics.
and more bloods
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Total Male Optimization "People who say it can't be done shouldn't interrupt those that are doing it"
Just wanted to say hello to everyone. I've been gone for about 3+ years and had life/work stuff to deal with. Hopefully you are all doing well. 💪
Total Male Optimization "People who say it can't be done shouldn't interrupt those that are doing it"
Hi, Guys.
Long time Lurker and time to take action. Thought I'd introduce myself and my story.
Started Propecia back in 2009 when I began to notice thinning and receding hair. I was 24 at the time. I had no issues at all, hair stabilized, no libido or sexual issues and mind was as sharp as always (Excelled in my career, had a great relationship).
Things were great for many years, but then......
Fast forward to 2014. I began to not be able to focus at work, had a very hard time concentrating and my out put had significantly dropped. I put it down to me being disengaged. It was only when I got into a relationship with a new girl in the Fall of 2014 and to 'rise to the occasion become an issue'. I put it down to stress, I got a perscription for Cialis and off I went (Masked the problem).
Well, the past few years have just deteriorated, output at work has dropped to zero (I'm really just surviving on past glories) Libido and sexual desire have dropped to nothing, huge ED and anxiety issues. Girls got fed up with intimacy problems so my great relationships have all dried up and disspareed and this summer has been rock bottom.
With relentless Googling, I stumbled across the forums began reading and realized I have PFS. So the Propecia for me stopped in June..cold turkey.
It took a while for me to land on this site have been reading some of the 'Horror Story' forums out there which has kept me in a state of inaction and denial. But landing here and reading the recovery stories and the protocal, i'm really in a positive midset about recovering.
I know what I have to do, Protocal it is for and the sooner I get started I can start to recover.
Just wanted to introduce myself, and my story as i am sure I will have questions along the way.
Thanks, Gents.
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