Originally Posted by
LetsGo
So it’s been a little while since my last post, and it’s time for an update. This is the last week of my current job, and it can’t come soon enough. My boss was surprised that I wanted to leave and kept asking me if I was sure, etc but I felt no regret handing him the official resignation letter that is required for me to get my ~12 weeks of accrued vacation cashed out slowly over the next 12 weeks.
I am consumed with the apartment search and I’ll end up probably selling my car to a dealership (ugh) instead of privately but I will shop around over the phone, etc. I have some good apartment candidates but it’s harder coordinating that from +100 miles away, but I think it should be nailed down this weekend (fingers crossed.) And then it shouldn’t take too long to sell the car, hire movers, etc.
On August 1st I started a Super R Andro cycle that will last throughout August. Then I will go again through all of October, month off again, then December.
The gains I’ve made from the last cycle seem pretty real and have stuck with me, so it will be fun to see what gains I make from this cycle. I still have an entire untouched bottle for once this one runs out, and then I’m not sure if I’ll need another bottle after that or not. I definitely don’t intend to use the prohormones anymore once I’m at 100%. (Not sure how healthy they would be to use for the super long term.)
I have been getting horrible sleep most nights (4 to 5 hours) as I juggle the day job with my law firm. I stopped advertising weeks ago and still get clients trickling in so I am busy. Once I have everything settled and I have my new place, I will dial up the ads again and get cracking on that. Last night I got 8 hours of sleep and still felt exhausted in the morning; it will take time to get well-rested again. That will only help me recover better and faster, the lack of sleep is working against me and slowing things down, although I do feel like I could fully recover either way, it’s just miserable and unhealthy to not get enough sleep.
The area where I’m looking at living (I don’t want to say where so please don’t ask,) has a perfect spot nearby for sprinting, good gyms, and it’s close to a shared office type of setup where I could rent a super small office for meeting clients and working outside of my apartment. Also lots of nice restaurants and subway stations. So I’m excited and right now I’m just focusing on getting a suitable apartment - last weekend I checked out 5 apartments and realized which area I really wanted to live in, so that’s where I’m focusing more on now.
Symptoms wise, my libido is good, it is active most days. Sensitivity is increased but climax quality is still pretty bad (but not numb.) It sometimes feels like there’s some connection that my brain is trying to make at climax, and it doesn’t quite happen. Like maybe 10% - it feels like there’s almost some kind of a misfire. Which is better than how it traditionally has been during PFS, which is no feelings of connection or anything like that, it just was what it was, which was nothing. I’m thinking that once I am settled in, things will improve in many areas and I’m on the right track.