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road to recover
Im over two months off a crash which was caused probably by queitapine (for sleep like an idiot) and other shit like zma and zinc which stopped working.
Things also went downhill rapidly after covid n April, I'm not sure it was linked.
For years I had good pfs, good sleep genitals had reverted to near normal and could masturbate a lot. Nocturnal erections. Lived a normal non sexual life after a horrible crash in 2009 which put me in and out of psych wards (cant get in now)
Now I have lost 15kg, mostly muscle, have facial wasting and wrinkles, dead dark dick. All neuro sides.
My ass is flat like a grandads and I have lost a ton of muscle on top of existing wastage.
I am suicidal and housebound mostly.
WTF do i do? Ordered a load of leh herbs but too fogged and anxious to do anything. Tried a juice fast but ended up with just a lot of fruit flies and stopped halfway.
I went into a gym but could barely do the weightless leg press, stupidly I never used the gym before when I was about 85% recovered. Genitals were normal size and shape just had loss of scrotal hair.
Clothes don't fit me now.
Help. I dunno what to do.