Originally Posted by
slader1
So it's been two weeks since cessation of the R-andro and sorry to say, I still feel horrible.
This mental state is just horrendous, sorry to say. I have the worst brain fog I have ever experienced, in all my pfs years. I can't think/feel at all, I don't know where I am most of the time, and I have a constant headache that goes from the top of my head down to my nose. I also have weird pressures that push across my head to the right or left. It feels almost as if my brain was split into two parts, and they aren't cooperating with one another. I have no emotions to speak of, other than a slight irritability through the day, and a slight depression at how incredibly difficult my life is.
Needless to say I can no longer get even a weak erection. This is probably because arousal in mostly mental, and I can't think or feel almost anything.
I now feel like I am functioning entirely on instinct, and I lack the capacity for deep or critical thought. I am just barely getting by at my fast food cashier job, and I feel like I am going to have to drop out of school soon.
What is strange is that I do have less anxiety after the R-andro. Which makes me ask... WTF happened? Did my 5-ar crash again? IF that was so then I would have low allopreg (explains the increased brain fog) but I would also have low DHT, and physically I feel actually kind of strong, and I have less anxiety than before! So maybe the andro crashed my estrogen? This still doesn't make much sense to me, because I have never heard anyone complain of low estrogen giving them mental stuff this incredibly awful!
Anyone know whats going on?